it is real

I would like to say some thing that I'm very shy to admit. It's weird, the way I'm doing these days. I feel like another person and I don't know what, but there's something torturing me and at the same time giving me the breath I've needed for so long. So here I am, almost finished, in the beggining of the end like some movies say. And this thing that is making me change and turn into another person is beggining to show up, so everyone can see it's there, hidden, but there. This thing is my will to create, to be like THEM 'cause I don't want anything else but this.

I may be a freak but today I've created a new account on myspace. The thing is, that I've made up a group, my dream group and I want it to become real. I think I don't do things on a whim, but today, the thing has made me do this. The group, my group, whatever, is called "flimbis" (only the coolest will know what this means). Anyway, "flimbis" plays acoustic-alternative-pop.punk music and I'm sure it's gonna be awesome. From now on, I'll be concentrated on this, on developing this, on making this a real thing. I'm gonna learn, at last, to play COMPLETELY WELL the guitar 'cause now even my grandma would laugh. This is my first step and then or maybe at the same time, lyrics. Oh god, they seemed so easy. What are lyrics? A story, a confession, a joke? I don't know yet. But I'm gonna find out too. Lyrics are for me the most important, if you know a couple of chords you can create a song but lyrics? Oh no, you need more than a couple of words, you need this thoughts hidden in your mind that never, never, come up. Come up, words, a lot of people are waiting for you. So I've got: learning, lyrics and finally chords and a lot of things that are unknown for me. "flimbis" is so going to be cool.

I hope I won't disappoint you 'cause after all that I've said it'd better be true.

you know what to do: tell stories, explain jokes, confess feelings... create lyrics.

stay "flimbis"